Melancholy

Been sitting here inside my room for the longest time..Don't know what to do..what to think..what to feel..she just left me...again..for the nth time..it's been two years and seven months since we first met, and as always, she left me with a broken heart..









Unwanted feelings...










How can I get through...










When I waved my goodbye...










At the Airport yesterday...










I felt my heart will explode..










Yes, we shared precious (forbidden) moments again...










For five days...










And then she's gone again...










Will wait for another chance...










To see each other again...










Goodbye my love...










For now...










See you(again)...










I LOVE YOU....

She's the One

I've met her in a totally stranged way. And I'm glad I did. After 2 yrs of being single (after a heartbreaking break up), I met her. Di pa rin ako move on nun time na makilala ko sya, sobrang shushunga shunga pa rin ako hoping na magkabalikan pa rin kami ng ex ko nun dumating sya sa buhay ko. My life was so boring then that I actually pass my time browsing my phone all day. Ganun ka boring..ganun ka lungkot..Until one day, I chanced to see this funny, humurous blog using my cellphone(myglobe blog). And I was addicted reading it all day. So fixated that I started looking for the friendster account of the author. And that's where I saw her. She was in the friend's list of the blogger. Actually, I noticed her because of her name. They were namesakes. She and my ex..And according to her profile, she is a mountaineer. So I e-mailed her, asking about it. Then, I forgot about this e mail.After a month or so, when I checked my e-mail, I saw her message, answering all my questions about her being a mountaineer, and together with it was her cellphone number. So I texted her. And we became friends. Then, when she asked me about my lovelife, I told her that I had a girlfriend, and that we broke up two years ago. I don't know, but she doesn't seem a bit surprise. Maybe, kahit sa text naaamoy nya ko. Or maybe, malawak lang talaga syang tao. And I'm surprised too, kasi nasabi ko agad sa kanya yung totoo. Kung ano talaga ko. Closet kasi ako. Iilang tao ang may alam sa tunay na ako. Siguro kasi malayo ang lugar nya dito sa kinaroroonan ko. Anyway she's from Visayas. Naisip ko, walang magiging harm if magpakatotoo man ako sa kanya kasi, di nya maii chismis yun diba? hehe So ayun, for three months, naging friends kami. Until, one day, iba na ang nararamdaman ko for her. And alam ko ganun din sya..at ang ksunod ng kwentong ito ay abangan sa sususnod na kabanata..(*,*)

The L word 5th season Episode:1 LGB Tease

The fifth season opens with Shane derailing plans to move in with Paige, then suffering the consequences, while Jenny returns from a Mexican vacation with a billionaire movie financier in tow, and Phyllis has sudden doubts about the exclusivity of her romance with Joyce.

Mind boggling blogging

Until now, hindi ko alam panu gagawin ko sa blog ko. Siguro matagal na panahon pa bago ko makasanayan ang blogging. Nangangapa pa rin ako ng mga isusulat ko dito, minsan sa dami ng naiisip ko, ang ending wala akong matinong ma i post. Hay ang gulo talaga ng magulo ang utak. Hah! Kasabay pa ng pag aaral at mga duty ko sa hospital. Ang sakit sa ulo. Sa totoo lang hindi ko alam bakit ako nag create ng blog. Wala naman akong talent sa pagkukuwento, lalo na sa pagsusulat. Pero masaya ako kasi sa pamamagitan nito, maii share ko sa ibang tao yung mga bagay na hindi ko kayang i share. Dito, buong tapang kong masasabi na isa akong bisexual. Maikukwento ko ang tungkol sa min ng girlfriend ko. Yan ang isang bagay na hindi ko pa kayang harapin. Ang lumabas sa pinagtataguan kong aparador. Alam ko duwag ako. Minsan, nahihiya ako sa GF ko kasi alam ko na iniisip nya na hindi ko sya kayang panindigan. Ni hindi ko sya maipakilala sa mga kaibigan ko. Much more sa pamilya ko. At ang mas masakit, nakaya niyang sabihin sa nanay nya yung tungkol sa min at hindi maganda ang naging pagtanggap. Kaya lalo tuloy akong naduwag. Pero alam ko darating din yung araw na makakaya ko. Sana malapit na. At sana rin, matuto na akong mag blog ng maayos! Hah!

Am I a Filipino?

I found this listings on the Net that says You are a Filipino if:

1. You point with your lips.
2. You eat with your hand.
3. You nod your head upwards to greet someone.
4. You put your foot up on your chair and rest your elbows on your knees while you eat.
5. You use a rock to scrub yourself in the shower.
6. You collect items from hotels or restaurants as "souvenirs".
7. You never eat the last morsel of food on the table.
8. You add an unwarranted 'H' to your name: Jhun, Bhoy, Rhon.
9.You like everything that is imported or 'stateside'.
10. You draw a rectangle in the air when asking for the bill, which never fails to baffle the restaurant staff.
11. You don't sit on the bowl in public toilets, no matter what part of town or if your thighs ache like hell; and you flush the toilet with your feet.
12. You own a karaoke machine.
13. You own a piano that no one ever plays.
14. You have a portrait of the Last Supper hanging on your dining room wall.
15. You have a 'tabo' in your bathroom.
16.You have a giant wooden spoon and fork hanging in your dining room.
17. Your microwave, washer, TV, VCR, computer, printer, toaster and doorknobs are hidden under quilted covers.
18. There's a pail in your bathroom, just in case there's a water shortage or the toilet won't flush
19. You have fly swatter in your kitchen.
20. You have a pair of wooden tinikling dancers on your wall.

Well then, are you a Filipino?

Spending my Cash

Yesterday, I went to Trinoma with my friend 'G' and I kinda spent so much of my cheese that when I got home, my head is terribly aching and I'm like saying to myself, "You're done! No more going to Boracay next month!" Hah! No more left for my plane tickets, and for gimik nights there! Uh-oh! Stupid me! Maybe you're thinking, it's rainy season and why am I planning to go to B. Well, my girlfriend and I were going somewhere place every 2 months. It's our bonding time. We live on a seperate Island kc, she's from Visaya and of course me, here in M.M.

We see to it that every two months, we meet. Anyway, that's another long story that I would be blogging next time. Back to my sentiments(?) eh. Well, I really haven't plan to buy these expensive pair of shoes kc. I was just looking for some affordable and nice pair but its so hard for me to choose the kind that I want, and that must be cheap. Hah! So I ended up buying this pair. I must be cruel with myself for being so guilty, but hell, that's just me. Some of my friends branded me as "Ilocanang Kuripot"! But hey, am not Ilocana in the first place! Hah! It's not in my genes I'm sure, it's just that I have to save enough for my vacation with my girlfriend every two months. That's 6 times in a year. Oh my holy. Girlfriends now is getting expensive. With no Value Added Tax huh! Next time, I should go to Divisoria or Quiapo instead of these enticing malls! Hah!